The forbidden

All I want is sex.

Idol

I could never be a contestant on American Idol. I get anxious just watching them compete.

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Hayden got a green today.  Thank God!

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I need green and Locos.

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I cooked.. Bout to clean.. Thus my day.

Phase Two

Just kill me already. D= Phase two lineup is ridiculous wahhhhhh I'm depressed.

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Italian seasoned pork chops and angel hair pasta with herbs for dinner omnomnom

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Seven inches of snow today,  guess who got called into work? Get the fuck out of here.

Dim

Something about dim lights relaxes me.

Etsy

I really need to get on my etsy grind. I think once I get some pony beads and perlers ill start adding some kandi. I also need to make sone adult tutus and rave bras.

Day in the life.

Reason for the blog

So I've decided to go on a hiatus from social networks until I do some self improvement and building. I feel its unnecessary for me to vent on public social networks to people who could care less. So instead I make a semi private blog. For those who want updates on my life can read.

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As for today, I'm pretty bummed I won't be hitting any festivals this year due to CJs schedule. I hope in the long run its worth it and we get to Cali when our lease is up. I would loathe staying here another year. Absolutely be miserable.

Sitting here watching Dora the Explorer with the boys. Never realized just hoe hard and frustrating it is to be a parent. Oh, the bullshit I've been dealing with lately with Haydens school and his behavioral problems. Hendrix is turning 1 in a couple weeks D=

I love my boys to death but damn is being a mom hard. I'm just glad I never gave up like more than half the people I know who dont have their kids. Even if you aren't perfect the feeling of having your kids is such an overpowering feeling of success.

I'm not sure if I should set this blog to private and only allow certain people to read it, because I would really like to include personal things about my life.

In other news.. I need to clean this house a bit. And continue on my new job search. Although I love my job, the hours just aren't cutting it.

Life of a Struggle.

So I posted a long ass post and it didn't upload...Awesome. I'll redo it tonight.