So I've decided to go on a hiatus from social networks until I do some self improvement and building. I feel its unnecessary for me to vent on public social networks to people who could care less. So instead I make a semi private blog. For those who want updates on my life can read.
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As for today, I'm pretty bummed I won't be hitting any festivals this year due to CJs schedule. I hope in the long run its worth it and we get to Cali when our lease is up. I would loathe staying here another year. Absolutely be miserable.
Sitting here watching Dora the Explorer with the boys. Never realized just hoe hard and frustrating it is to be a parent. Oh, the bullshit I've been dealing with lately with Haydens school and his behavioral problems. Hendrix is turning 1 in a couple weeks D=
I love my boys to death but damn is being a mom hard. I'm just glad I never gave up like more than half the people I know who dont have their kids. Even if you aren't perfect the feeling of having your kids is such an overpowering feeling of success.
I'm not sure if I should set this blog to private and only allow certain people to read it, because I would really like to include personal things about my life.
In other news.. I need to clean this house a bit. And continue on my new job search. Although I love my job, the hours just aren't cutting it.
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